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gb Lvivc KiwQj Avgvi| mßv‡ni wØZxq w`‡bi QzwU AvR, Avgvi nv‡Z cÖPzi mgq| wek¦we`¨vjq K¨v¤úvm †_‡K †ewi‡q cÙvi Zxi a‡i A‡bK `~i ch©šÍ †nu‡U †eovjvg| cwiwPZ A‡b‡Ki m‡½ †`Lv nj, Mí Kijvg, Zvici mv‡ne evRv‡i wM‡q wKQz †KbvKvUv K‡i evwo wdijvg| †ejv ZZÿ‡Y GMviUv †cwi‡q‡Q|
`‡ivRv Ly‡jB ¯¿x ejj, ï‡bQ, †Zvgvi eÜz g„Zz¨Äq gviv †M‡Q|
Ðgviv †M‡Q? KLb? Kxfv‡e? †K ejj?
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†ivRKvi g‡Zv Mvwo‡Z K‡i Awd‡m hvw”Qj, †cQb †_‡K GKUv wgwbevm av°v †g‡i‡Q| GBUzKz gvÎ Z_¨| msev``vZvi cwiPq †bqvi K_v Avgvi ¯¿xi g‡b wQj bv|
LvwbKÿY Avwg K_v ej‡Z cvijvg bv, wSg †g‡i e‡m _vKjvg| ¯^cœUv Zvn‡j mwZ¨B nj!
`ytmsev` †kvbvi m‡½ m‡½ Af¨vmekZt Bbœv-wjjøvn cojvg, wKš‘ †f‡e cvw”Q bv hvi g„Zz¨i Lei G‡m‡Q †m †Kvb g„Zz¨Äq|
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Avi hw` n‡q _v‡K Ab¨ Rb, Zvn‡j †m-I wbðqB wQj †KvU-UvB civ f`ª‡jvK, wb‡RB WªvBfv‡ii Avm‡b emv, mveavbx, m‡PZb, AMÖ-cðvr †f‡e-wP‡šÍ, †`‡L-ï‡bB PjwQ‡jv| evmUv Zv‡K AvNvZ Ki‡Z D`¨Z †m eyS‡Z cviwQj, †PóvI K‡iwQ‡jv euvP‡Z, wKš‘ cv‡iwb|
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Zvi Awd‡mi GKRb Kg©KZ©vB n‡e †jvKUv, †h wKbv †ivR GB e‡mi ag‡Ki f‡q me mgq ZU¯’ _vKZ, †m-B AvR, GLb, GB gšÍe¨ Kij| mevB Zvi w`‡K ZvKv‡j †m †cQ‡b m‡i wM‡q weiw³ Gov‡Z wmMv‡iU aivj|
†Uwj‡dvb Kijvg, wKš‘ wKQzÿY gy‡L K_v mi‡jv bv| myjZvb evi evi cÖkœ Ki‡Z jvM‡jv, Kx n‡q‡Q? GÿzwY †Zv †M‡j! GiB g‡a¨ Kx n‡q †Mj? mvov bv †c‡q µ‡gB †m D‡ØMvKzj n‡q coj, ej‡jv, †Lv`vi †`vnvB, e‡jv Kx n‡q‡Q?
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