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Zvn‡j †Kvb& hyw³‡Z †m k¦ïi-kvïwo wd‡i Avmvi Rb¨ Av‡iv A‡cÿv Ki‡e? evmvq †KD _vK‡Q bv ZvB Zv‡K `iRvq Zvjv w`‡q †h‡Z n‡e Avi h‡ZvÿY evmvq bv wdi‡Q Z‡ZvÿY Zv‡K `ywðšÍvq Aw¯’i n‡q _vK‡Z n‡e| GB †Zv gvm K‡qK Av‡Mi NUbv, †Kgb me©bvkv n‡q †M‡Q Zvi| †mB NUbvi K_v †Zv †m Rxe‡b fzj‡Z cvi‡e bv| †mw`bI AvR‡Ki g‡Zv Ae¯’vq c‡owQ‡jv †m| evmvq Ab¨ †KD wQ‡jv bv| `iRvq Zvjv w`‡q ev”Pv `ywU‡K B¯‹zj †_‡K Avb‡Z wM‡qwQ‡jv| †divi mgq iv¯Ívq `yÕwZb evi UªvwdK R¨vg-G co‡Z nq Zvi †mR‡b¨ wdi‡Z †ek †`wi n‡q hvq| G‡m †`‡L `iRvq Zvjv †bB, Z‡e `iRvUv nvU K‡i †Lvjv bq, †ek fv‡jv g‡ZvB cvjøv `y‡Uv †fRv‡bv| Zvn‡j wK Rvwn`‡K wK †Kvb Kvi‡Y evmvq Avm‡Z n‡q‡Q? Awd‡mi `iKvwi †Kvb KvMR wK fz‡j evmvq †d‡j wM‡qwQ‡jv?
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bv wKQy ej‡Z n‡e bv e‡j wZbZjv †_‡K wb‡P bv‡g| GKZjvi K_v g‡b nq, wKš‘ gb †_‡KB Avevi AvcwËI Av‡m| GKZjvq evwoAjv _v‡K, ILv‡b wKQy ej‡j mvnvh¨ cvIqv †Zv hvqB bv, Lv‡gvKv K_v †kvbvq Avi ivM †`Lvq|
ev` `vI Ime! wb‡R‡KB e‡j bvwmgv| Zvici evwK wmuwo KUv †f‡½ wb‡P wb‡g †mvRv eo †M‡Ui w`‡K P‡j hvq| Zvici Mvwo‡Z D‡V Kwâ Nywi‡q †`‡L, †cŠ‡b GMv‡ivUv †e‡R †M‡Q| ey‡Ki †fZiUv Quvr K‡i I‡V| nvq Avjøv Kx n‡e Avgvi ev”Pv `y‡Uvi! ixwZg‡Zv fq jv‡M Zvi| KviY `ycyi n‡q †M‡Q, iv¯Ívq †h K‡Zv RvqMvq R¨vgG AvU‡K c‡oZ n‡e Zvi wVK wVKvbv †bB| Avjøvn Zzwg Avgvi †mvbvgwb `y‡Uv‡K †`‡Lv| evievi †m g‡b g‡b cÖv_©bv K‡i| Avi WªvBfvi‡K e‡j fvB GKUz ZvovZvwo P‡jb, B¯‹z‡j †eva nq QywU n‡q †M‡Q|
Iqvwii iv¯Ív h‡_ó PIov bv n‡jI Mvwo K‡qK wgwb‡Ui g‡a¨B bevecy‡ii †gv‡o †cuŠ‡Q †M‡jv| Zvici co‡Z n‡j R¨vg-G| †Kv_vI AvU‡K hvq Mvwo, †Kv_vI Avevi kvgy‡Ki MwZ‡Z P‡j| Gw`‡K Nwoi KuvUv Mvwoi Zzjbvq ixwZg‡Zv jvwd‡q jvwd‡q Pj‡Z ïiæ K‡i‡Q| †÷wWqvg †M‡Ui Kv‡Q †cuŠQv‡bvi Av‡MB 12Uv †e‡R †Mj| Aw¯’i n‡q †m euv nv‡Zi Zvjy‡Z Wvb nvZ gy‡Vv K‡i G‡Ki ci GK Nv w`‡Z _v‡K| Avi g‡b g‡b Avjøvn‡K Wv‡K| Avjøvn gvey`, Avgvi ev”Pv `y‡Uv‡K Zzwg mwn mvjvg‡Z †i‡Lv|
GKB m‡½ k¦ïi-kvïwoi K_v g‡b Av‡m Ges Zv‡`i Rb¨I Avjøvi Kv‡Q cÖv_©bv Rvbvq| g‡b g‡b e‡j, Bqv gvey`, IB ey‡oveywo `yR‡bi g‡b mygwgZ RvwM‡q `vI cÖfz| Iiv Avmvi ci †_‡K Avgvi msmv‡i kvwšÍ P‡j †M‡Q gvwjK, I‡`i †hb mygwZ nq cÖfz, Iiv †hb evc`vZv †PŠÏcyiæ‡li wfUv‡Z wd‡i hvq|
Iw`‡K evB‡i R¨vgUv nvév n‡Z _v‡K Avi MvwoUvI ax‡i n‡jI MwZ wd‡i cvq| K‡qK wgwbU †j‡M hvq wRwcIi †gvoUv cvi n‡Z| Zvici cë‡bi †gv‡oi w`‡K hvIqv| †ek mgq jv‡M †gvoUv cvi n‡Z| Zvici Wvbw`‡Ki iv¯Ívq XzK‡Z n‡e| †Xv‡KI MvwoUv, Z‡e Lye ax‡i, KviY G iv¯Ívq wiKkvi wfo| B¯‹z‡ji w`‡K †gvo wb‡ZB †`Lv hvq, B¯‹z‡ji mvg‡bUv G‡Kev‡iB duvKv| A_P RvqMvUv fxovµvšÍ _vKvi K_v| AwffveKiv †M‡Ui mvg‡b `uvwo‡q| Avi GKwU QywU K‡i ev”Pv †ei懔Q Avi evev-gv wKsev Ab¨ †Kvb AvcbR‡bi nvZ a‡i Mvwo‡Z DV‡Q bB‡j wiKkvq DV‡Q| GB `„k¨B †`Lv hvq †ivR| wKš‘ AvR Kx n‡jv? ev”Pv‡`i †Kvjvnj Avi AwffveK‡`i WvKvWvwK, iv¯Ívi `ycv‡k Szwo fwZ© dj wb‡q †m dj we‡µZviv, AvR Szwo¸‡jv †`Lv hvq wKš‘ dj †bB, me wewµ n‡q †M‡Q| †`vKvbxiv MvgQv w`‡q Mv‡qi Nvg gyQ‡Q Avi wb‡R‡`i g‡a¨ Avjvc Ki‡Q|
bwmgv eyK fwZ© Avk¼v Avi Aw¯’iZv wb‡q B¯‹z‡ji eÜ †M‡Ui Kov bv‡o| †Rv‡i †Rv‡i nvZ w`‡q av°vI †`q| Zey †MU †Lv‡j bv| †M‡Ui cv‡k †h †QvU †dvKiUv _v‡K, †mUv Ly‡j hvq Avi Mjv evwo‡q GKRb `v‡ivqvb wR‡Ám K‡i Kv‡K Pvb? B¯‹zj †Zv QywU n‡q †M‡Q| Avgvi `ywU ev”Pv Av‡Q, Avwg I‡`i wb‡Z G‡mwQ|
bvwmgvi K_v ï‡b †jvKUv †cQ‡b ZvwK‡q wKQy †hb †`‡L| Zvici e‡j, R¡x bv †fZ‡i †Kvb ev”Pv †bB, mevB P‡j †M‡Q| bvwmgvi ey‡Ki fZ‡i †hb †KD Nv †`q| †m e‡j Iiv †Kv_vq hv‡e, Avwg I‡`i gv, Avwg I‡`i wb‡Z G‡mwQ, iv¯Ívq UªvwdK R¨vg wQj e‡j Avm‡Z †`wi n‡q‡Q| Avcwb `iRvUv Lyjyb, Avwg †fZ‡i hv‡ev, wcÖwÝcvj g¨vWv‡gi m‡½ K_v ej‡ev|
`v‡ivqvb gv_v bvov‡Z bvov‡Z e‡j, g¨vWvg, wcÖwÝcvj †Zv GLb Awd‡m †bB Riæwi Kv‡R evB‡i †M‡Q| Dwb bv _vKzb, Awd‡m Ab¨ †jvK †Zv Av‡Qb| Avcwb †MU Lyjyb| †jvKUv Avevi gv_v bv‡o| e‡j, g¨vWvg †M‡Ui Pvwe †Zv Avgvi Kv‡Q †bB| Avcwb GB `iRv w`‡q Avmyb| IB †QvU †dvK‡ii †fZi w`‡qB AMZ¨v XzK‡Z nq| XzK‡Z XzK‡Z WvB‡b-euv‡q ZvwK‡q †`‡L| K¤úvD‡Ûi †fZ‡i †Kv_vI †Kvb ev”Pv †Pv‡L c‡o bv| Awd‡m Xz‡K †`‡L wcÖwÝcv‡ji iæg eÜ Awd‡mi †fZ‡iI gvby‡li mvov-kã †bB| ïay UvBc †gwk‡bi AvIqvR Kv‡b Av‡m| †fZ‡i XzK‡j †`‡L me †Pqvi Lvwj, mevB bvwK wUwdb Ki‡Z †M‡Q| ïay GKwU Kgeqmx †g‡q †dv‡bi †Uwe‡j e‡m GKUz UvBc Ki‡Q| Zv‡K hLb e‡j †h Zvi ev”Pv `ywU‡K †m cv‡”Q bv, ZLb †Zv †g‡qwU AevK n‡q wd‡i ZvKvq| e‡j G Avcwb Kx ej‡Qb? `ywU ev”Pv †Q‡j‡K B¯‹z‡j w`‡q †M‡Qb, QywUi ci Avi Zv‡`i cv‡”Qb bv?
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