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Dbv‡i WvBK¨v w`ZvwQ|
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wR, Avgv‡K Avcwb wPb‡Z cv‡ibwb, Avgvi bvg mvweªbv, Avcbvi m‡½ Gi Av‡M Avgvi †KvbI K_v nqwb|
G G ivM K‡iv bv, †kvb †kvb, Avi †dvbIÐ;
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ejQ Kx? Zzwg mvweªbv bv? Wv³vi Gm †K RvwK?
wR, Avgvi AveŸy| wKš‘ mwZ¨ ejwQ Avcbvi m‡½ KLbI Avgvi †`Lv nqwb A_ev †dv‡bI K_v nqwb|
Zzwg Lye †nqvwj Ki‡Z cvi †`LwQ, †`L Avi fzj n‡e bv|
†Kb †nqvwj Kie, wVKB ejwQ|
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wR, me wVK Av‡Q Zey †Kb GKUz fzj g‡b n‡”Q|
fzj? Zzwg K‡j‡R GB b¤^i Mvwo‡Z hvI bv? †mw`b Avgvi m‡½ wbgZ‡j K_v nqwb? Mvwoi b¤^i †Zv wVK Av‡Q, wKš‘ K_v n‡q‡Q †mUv †Zv wVK bq|
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ïbyb, Gevi Avwg me wKQy eyS‡Z cvijvg †Kv_vq Avcwb wXum †g‡i‡Qb|
wXum †g‡iwQ?
GLb Zv eje bv, wKš‘ Avcbvi m‡½ AwZ Riæix Avgvi GKevi †`Lv Kiv `iKvi|
dvwb †`b, BD Avi wWdv‡i›U, †Zvgvi K³¯^‡i ey‡SwQ, †mv myBU|
†`Lv n‡j f¨vev‡PKv †L‡q me nviv‡eb, Zey ewj Avcbvi fzjUv †K‡U hvIqvi Rb¨ ejwQ|
Kxfv‡e †`Lv n‡e? †mB wbgZ‡j?
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Kx g¨v‡bR Ki‡eb?
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I myBU, Avwg wewR‡bm g¨v‡bR‡g›U cwo|
†m cov g¨v‡bR Ki‡Z wK cv‡”Qb bv?
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AvMvgxKvj gv‡b?
AvMvgxKvj Wv³vi RvwKi m‡½Ð?
Rv‡bb †Zv AveŸy Lye wewR, Avi KBjvg †Zv †m K_v|
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wi‡qwj? Zvn‡j †Kb †nwR‡UBW KiwQ di cÖ‡cvRj?
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evB evB|
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Lye wec`, evwà wKsev Av¤§y hw` a‡ib Avi hw` Gme †kv‡bb?
AvB DBj g¨v‡bR †`g|
_¨v¼ BD, ¸W Bwfwbs|
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ZvB †Zv, Avwg †Zv Av‡M G is †`wLwb|
GB †Mvjvc me nj †Zvgvi we‡qi dzj|
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wek¦vm Ki Avwg wK”Qz Rvwb bv, Gme we‡qmvw`‡Z Avwg GK`g †bB|
†Ui cvIwb, Zzwg AvQ|
AvwQ? †Q‡jUvi K_v ï‡b g‡b n‡”Q g‡b AvwQ|
GB †Zv PvB, Avgiv mevB †Zvgvi m‡½ bvwP|
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Zv‡Z jvf Kx? A_ev GKUv n¨vsjv †g‡q‡K Nywi‡q Avi cvc Kie bv|
Kx †h Avcwb! Ab¨ GKUv †g‡qi m‡½ K_v n‡ZB neyUv n¨vsjv n‡q †Mj?
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