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Zvi gv‡b?
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Kx n‡q‡Q †i?
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Zvi gv‡b?
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ivKv †hb †evev n‡q †M‡Q| evKiæ× n‡q fvewQj ivKv, ivZzj GKw`‡b †Zv GgbwU nqwb| my`xN© cÖwµqvq n‡q‡Q ivZz‡ji GB cwieZ©b| evevi cÖwZ myZxeª N„Yvi exR ecb K‡iwQj K‡e †K Rv‡b! †mB exR GLb R¡jšÍ gnxiæ‡n cwiYZ n‡q‡Q|
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