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Zvici †_‡K †Zv meB Af¨v‡m `uvwo‡q †Mj| MZKvj my‡en mvw`‡Ki mgq GK _vjv fwZ© cvšÍv Avi LvwbKUv evwm Wvj †e‡o w`‡qwQj Rwibv ¯^vgx †Zviv‡ei cv‡Z| Q‡jv Q‡jv †Pv‡L gv dwRjv GKLvbv wWg fvRv LywšÍi AvMvq euvwa‡q G‡b D‡ë w`‡qwQj †Zviv‡ei _vjvq| †Zviv‡ei wPwšÍZ welYœ gyLI ÿ‡Y‡Ki Rb¨ cÖmbœ n‡q D‡VwQj| Z…wßf‡i Kvgo w`‡qwQj fvRv wW‡g| cigyn~‡Z© Zvi †PvLI QjQj K‡i D‡VwQj| GB †h hvÎv †m ïiæ Ki‡Z hv‡”Q G eo KwVb hvÎv| Rwibv GK wUb gywo ¸o evZvmv Avi `yÕ wZb †evZj cvwb f‡i wZbw`‡bi Rb¨ ¯^vgx‡K iIbv K‡i w`‡qwQj| evi evi e‡j‡Q, Rv‡b Kó w`ev bv| my‡hvM †c‡jB `y‡Uv fvZ †L‡q wbev| †kvb Avgv‡`i A‡Zv KvgvB-†ivRMv‡iii `iKvi †bB|
†Zvive ej‡Z cv‡iwb IB †QvU msmv‡ii nvwo mPj ivL‡ZB Zv‡K gy‡L i³ Zz‡j LvU‡Z n‡”Q|
gv †`vqv-`iæ` c‡o †Zviv‡ei Mv gv_vq duy w`‡qwQj| Avi AveŸv Icv‡ki Ni †_‡K Kvk‡Z Kvk‡Z e‡jwQj
t gnvR‡bi †`qv UvKv fvj K‡i ¸‡Y wbm| Iiv eo VKevR| GKUz my‡hvM †c‡jB VwK‡q †b‡e| Avi evwK †djwe bv wKQz‡ZB|
†Zvive ev‡ci gy‡Li mvg‡b ej‡Z cv‡iwb, evwK †djwe bv ejv h‡Zv mnR Kiv Z‡Zv mnR bv| I‡`i KvQ †_‡K nvZ †c‡Z UvKv wb‡q †mB UvKvq msmvi Pvjv‡Z nq| I‡`i PUv‡bv †evKvwg| Zv †mB Kvj †_‡K c_ Pj‡Q †Zvive| hvevi mgqI GKB c_ wW½v‡Z n‡q‡Q Zv‡K| Z‡e ZLb myweav wQj f¨vb wQj Lvwj| ZvB †Zgb Kó nqwb| Avi mKv‡j iIbv w`‡qwQj e‡j P‡ii evwjI †Zgb Mig wQ‡jv bv| MÖv‡g †cuŠQv‡Z ivZ n‡q wM‡qwQj| cwiwPZ GK K„l‡Ki `vIqvq ivZ KvwU‡q ciw`b avb wKb‡Z ïiæ K‡iwQj| G evwo I evwo Ny‡i `i`vg K‡i avb †Kbv wK PvwÆLvwb K_v| K…lKI VK‡Z Pvq bv, †ZviveI VK‡Z Pvq bv| ZvB `i`v‡g mgq cvi n‡qwQj A‡bK| `i`vg K‡i avb wK‡b hLb f¨v‡b †evSvB K‡iwQj ZLb Zß `ycyi| Avi †mB Zß `ycy‡iB P‡ii c_ a‡iwQj †Zvive| Zvi g‡b B‡”Q hw` †Kvbfv‡e AvR iv‡Zi g‡a¨ AvoZ`v‡ii Kv‡Q avb †Wwjfvwi w`‡Z cv‡i Zvn‡j UvKv wb‡q ivZvivwZ evwo‡Z wdi‡Z cvi‡e †m| Rwibv Zvi c_ †P‡q Av‡Q| Rwibvi Rb¨ GKLvbv kvwo †Kbvi Zvi fxlY B‡”Q| ivZ n‡q †M‡j †mUv n‡e bv| _vK bvB n‡jv| `yÕw`b c‡iB ‡Zv Avevi †eiæ‡e| †mevi bv nq wb‡q hv‡e| GK_v wVK bZzb Kvco †c‡j GK`g Pg‡K hv‡e Rwibv| Avevi fxlY LywkI n‡e| KviY we‡q n‡q‡Q gvm `y‡qK Av‡M| ZLb A‡bK bZzb Kvco †Pvco †c‡q‡Q Rwibv| Rwibvi g‡Zv Mix‡eiv A‡Zv Nb Nb bZzb Kvco cvq bv|
†Zvive me©kw³ w`‡q f¨vb †V‡j| kix‡ii Nvg MjMj K‡i cv w`‡q †e‡q †b‡g evwji mv‡_ wg‡k hv‡”Q| evwj wbwg‡lB Zv ï‡l wb‡”Q| evwji †kvlY ÿgZv A‡bK †ewk| wKš‘ evwj †Kb ïay cvwb ï‡l †bq| †mwK cv‡i bv †Zviv‡ei Kó ï‡l wb‡Z!
m~h©Uv cv‡U †b‡g‡Q| GKUz GKUz wmu`y‡i iO a‡i‡Q| †kl Av‡jv wQU‡K co‡Q Pviw`‡K| †mLv‡bI jv‡ji we”QziY| MigI wKQzUv K‡g G‡m‡Q| gv‡qi †mœ‡ni g‡Zv GK SjK evZvm G‡m wfwR‡q w`‡q †Mj †Zvive‡K| †Zvive j¤^v GKUv k¦vm †djj| Avnv
Kx kvwšÍ! P‡ii c_ †kl n‡q‡Q| GLb MÖv‡gi †g‡Vv c‡_ Pj‡Q f¨vb| †dv¯‹v cov cv‡q Pvjv‡Z Kó n‡”Q f¨vb| Zey Zv‡K Pvjv‡Z n‡e h‡Zv KóB †nvK| AvR †h Zv‡K iv‡Zi g‡a¨ evwo‡Z wdi‡Z n‡e| GKUz c‡i cvKv iv¯Ívq G‡m c‡o f¨vb| †a‡q Avm‡Q evm-UªvK-gvB‡µvevm-Kvi| Avi wi·v‡Zv Av‡QB| †Zvive mšÍc©‡Y iv¯Ívi GKcvk †Nu‡l f¨vb Pvjvq| eo iv¯Ívq f¨vb Pvjvevi e¨vcv‡i mZK© K‡i w`‡q‡Q gv Rwibv `yÕRbB| GK mgq kn‡i _vK‡Z †P‡qwQj †Zvive, †P‡qwQj kn‡ii ¯’vqx evwm›`v n‡Z| AvR Zvi †`Šo MÄ ch©šÍ| Z‡e †m B‡”Q Ki‡j kni Aewa †h‡Z cv‡i| †mLv‡b †M‡j LiPvI †ewk jvfI †ewk| wKš‘ wK jvf IB kn‡i wM‡q|I kni †Zviv‡ei Rb¨ bq| I kni Zv‡K PvB‡j †Zv †m cixÿv‡ZB cvm Ki‡Z cvi‡Zv| AvR Zv‡K dwoqv n‡Z n‡Zv bv| fv‡e Avi nv‡m †Zvive| †K e‡j‡Q n‡Z n‡Zv bv| K‡Zv weG, GgG cvm †Q‡jiv GLb dwoqvi KvR Ki‡Q| AvRKvj Avi Av‡Mi w`b †bB †h cvm Ki‡jB PvKwi cv‡e| cvm Kiv gvbyl †ewk, PvKwi Kg| weG cvm dR‡ji gy‡L ï‡b‡Q †eKvi mgm¨vi K_v| †eKvi mgm¨v bvwK GLb G‡`‡ki eo mgm¨v| G eis fvjB n‡q‡Q cvm bv K‡i dwoqv n‡q‡Q| hw` cvm K‡i dwoqv n‡Zv Zvn‡j Avi `yt‡Li †kl _vK‡Zv bv| Zvi evc-gvI †m Kó mn¨ Ki‡Z cvi‡Zv bv|
gnvR‡bi Mw` †`Lv hv‡”Q| g‡b g‡b Avjøvn‡K Wv‡K †Zvive| gnvRb †hb Mw`‡Z _v‡K| †m bv _vK‡j cqmvi Rb¨ e‡m _vK‡Z n‡e Zv‡K| †`wi n‡q hv‡e| †m AvR h‡Zv ivZB †nvK evwo‡Z wdi‡Z Pvq|
gnvRb Mw`‡ZB wQj| †Zvive‡K †`‡L j¤^v GKUv nvB Zy‡j ejj
t wK‡i Gwj| AvR †h eo A‡ejvq?
t mgq bó bv K‡i P‡j Gjvg| evwo‡Z wdi‡Z n‡e ZvovZvwo
t nu¨v nu¨v ZvovZvwo †Zv wdi‡Z n‡eB| N‡i bZzb eD| †PvL wUc w`‡q A_©c~Y© nvwm nv‡m gnvRb| †Zvive fxlY j¾v †c‡q †PvL bvwg‡q †bq|
t GB Ii avb bvgv| gvc ZvovZvwo K‡i| Ii Avevi ZvovZvwo evwo wdi‡Z n‡e| AveviI †PvL wU‡c nvwm|
t gnvRb `vg`iUv Av‡M wVK K‡ib| AvR wKš‘ av‡bi `vg evowZ| †ewk `vg w`‡q wK‡b G‡bwQ|
t A‡Zv `vg `vg Kwimbv †Zv| †Kvb w`b †Zviv Kg `vg w`‡q wKwbm ej‡Zv| Av‡i e¨vUv ZzB‡Zv m‡e e¨emvq †b‡gwQm| †Zvi ev‡ci mv‡_ Avgvi e¨emv wÎk eQ‡ii| †Kvbw`b †Kvb mgm¨v nqwb|
f¨vb †_‡K avb bvwg‡q †g‡c WvB Kiv n‡”Q| gvcv GKmgq †kl n‡jv
t `k gY Av‡Q| nu¨v gv‡c wVK Av‡Q| Pvi‡kv UvKv gY aijvg| GB †b A‡a©K UvKv| evwK A‡a©K c‡ii †L‡c
t Am¤¢e gnvRb| Avjøvni bv‡g ejwQ Pvi‡kv UvKv gY Avgvi †Kbv| Avgvi UvKv LvUv‡bvi `vg †bB ? Avgvi †gnb‡Zi `vg †bB? K‡ó gy‡L i³ D‡V G‡m‡Q| Qq‡kv K‡i †`b
t Pvi‡kvi GKcqmv †ewk †`‡ev bv| ZzB B‡”Q n‡j Ab¨ AvoZ`v‡ii Kv‡Q †h‡Z cvwim|
t GB Rb¨B gvcvi Av‡M `vg wVK Ki‡Z e‡jwQjvg| Avcwb Avgvi mv‡_ PvjvwK Ki‡jb
t wK ejwj, ejwj wK , mvgvb¨ dwoqvi gy‡L G‡Zveo K_v| †b‡ev bv †b‡ev bv †Zvi avb| GB Ii avb Ii f¨v‡b Zz‡j †`|
†Pv‡L AÜKvi †`‡L †Zvive| GB G‡Zv iv‡Z avb wb‡q †m hv‡e †Kv_vq| ZvQvov GLb Avevi Zv‡K `k gY avb w`‡j IB `k gY gv‡c `k gY _vK‡e bv| ev‡ci Kv‡Q Gme K_v ky‡b‡Q| wKš‘ Zvi GB K‡Vvi †gnb‡Zi †Kvb `vgB †m cv‡e bv| me‡P‡q eo K_v GB avb wb‡q †m hv‡e †Kv_vq G‡Zv iv‡Z| wKš‘ wZbevi GmGmwm †dj Kiv †L‡U LvIqv †Zviv‡ei ey‡Ki gv‡S GK wmsn nVvr MR©b K‡i I‡V|
t wVK Av‡Q Avgvi avb †g‡c f¨v‡b Zz‡j `vI| Avwg GLv‡b †`‡ev bv|
nVvr K‡i †hb _g‡K hvq gnvRb| Zvici †mI M‡R© I‡V|
t f¨v‡b avb Zz‡j `vI Avãvi K‡Zv| wb‡Ri avb wb‡R †Zvj|
t ZvB Zzje| gvcI Avwg wb‡R †`e|
gvc w`‡q avb f¨v‡b Zz‡j c¨v‡W‡j cv gv‡i †Zvive| ÿYKvj ZvwK‡q †`‡L gnvRb| Zvici †PuwP‡q Wv‡K
t Av‡i hvm †Kb `uvov `uvov cuvP‡kv †`e | †Zvive _v‡g bv| wVK Av‡Q wVK Av‡Q Qq‡kvB †`e|
†Zvive _v‡gbv, †cQ‡b †d‡i bv| G avb †m wb‡q †dj‡e Rwibvi mvg‡b| Rwibv Avi gv wg‡j w`b K‡qK †L‡U G avb †_‡K Pvj evbv‡e| Zvici †m Pvj †Zvive †euP‡e| K‡qKUv w`b Kó n‡e| Zv †nvK| w`b GKfv‡e bv GKfv‡e †K‡UB hv‡e|
f¨vb Pj‡Q| e¯Ív Mwj‡q †a‡bv MÜ G‡m fwi‡q w`‡”Q †Zviv‡ei eyK| †Zvive evZvm †U‡b j¤^v GKUv k¦vm †bq| av‡bi M‡Ü ùxZ n‡q hvq Zvi mvivUv eyK|
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